Slow Days
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With a single thought, a whole world arises.
Sometimes it feels good, sometimes it feels unpleasant. When awareness settles and comes to a stop, if one does not follow thoughts or discriminations, there is nothing there— and…
부유함은 상태가 아니라 감정이다
Reading a book next to my coding
In the morning, labor; in the afternoon, building an online shopping mall. Concept: ChatGPT Coding: Claude Code Dev planning and review: Gemini 3 I re
Listing them as they are
Whether my existence is a clone or whatever Whether I can accept it or not A “so what” kind of my thoughts my feelings my situation No matter what any
The life cycle of species — extreme brain-canon territory
I woke up in the middle of the night, in that timing where I can’t tell if it’s a dream or reality. Sleep wouldn’t come back, and the afterimage of a
If You Can't Get Off the Galloping Horse — No, the Tiger's Back
If there's no way to avoid it, the only option is, in fact, to enjoy it. Like military service. Back then it was unbearably tough and grueling, but no
The supermarket grandma
There was a time when I wondered why the older folks running supermarkets were so cranky And sometimes I wondered why convenience-store clerks were so
Humans are
Humans are creations But that doesn’t mean there is a creator Looking at the structure of the heart and the brain, and digestion, energy, and movement
A 2025 Record of Wounds
*Lunar New Year holidays (25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30) January 26: Fender-bender, courtesy January 27: Fender-bender, insurance 1.2 million won February 4:
Uphill and Downhill
The climb up was so harsh, so cruel — that I never thought the downhill ahead could look this hollow, this lonely — Listening to Monthly Yoon Jong-shi
Self-Inflicted Move
A situation that simply could not not happen, where everyday taboos and personal quirks pile up, and things passed over without a second thought are p
Dream Interpretation | Right Here, Right Now
News of winning the grand prize for writing at Prom Visited early, people congratulating, conversations. Asked about the secret; the method is, every
A Reflection on Wu Wei - Finding My Own Ritual
1. Across more than ten years in the IT field, what were all those projects and products I carried out and built actually for? What kind of technology
December 2024, A Once-in-a-Lifetime Encounter
When a discontented thought toward the other rises, (in slightly more dignified phrasing) when a mind that wants to argue right and wrong about the ot
The Meaning of a Library
I love libraries. There are several conditions I take seriously when looking for a place to live, and one of them is whether I can walk to a library,
Inertia
Inertia plays an important role in supporting life, just like a central counterweight. And at the same time, it can also become a hamster-wheel-like c
Preparation Workout
A serious midlife burnout has hit me Unlike the one in my thirties, this one comes not as exhaustion but as fear Even as I flounder in deep helplessne
What If: I'd Just Built My Own Path for Those 10 Years
Back then I was completely a T-type. Then I became a young boss and, in the process, hurt many of my colleagues and employees, and bit by bit started
A Written Apology from an Unemployed Person
To myself, For the past month I participated in the AI 20204 coaching study run by Moduyeon. I was fortunate. I met sincere teammates from many differ
Imported Capitalism. And That Is How Today's Long, Bitter Stretch Began
The gap between rich and poor did not simply get higher. It only became thicker. What changed is that areas that once felt impossible even to dream ab
Fear Is a Disease
Fear is a disease. Once you catch fear, if you do not treat it, it eventually takes hold of you. It is not easy, but you have to face it.
Today's Portion
Today's portion of sunlight, warmth.
At Some Point, in the Sunlight
In the sunlight moving through leaves scattered by the wind among tree branches, by day as the daylight itself, by night as the light of night itself,
As You Get Older
Maybe, as we get older, we begin to hunger for words. For a while, it felt like I had been thinking only inside the computer. So for the first time in
What Is Health, or a Healthy Life?
Insomnia, reflux esophagitis, stomach cramps, erosive gastritis, gastric ulcers, dry eyes, eye strain, inflammation, post-meal drowsiness, spinal infl
The Process of Burnout
The process of burnout.
A Life That Can Still Feel, To My Younger Self in Those Days
Some people live as if life were a game, stacking rewards the way they stack levels. Step by step they go on living. But what is there to accumulate i
Right Here, Right Now
Sensation Perception Living as it is Feeling my own breath