The start of what makes today's life unhappy

These days I'm caught up in this kind of worry. 
So to do some mind control, I started writing this piece.



The start of what makes today's life unhappy begins with resenting your own environment and circumstances.

It's people who are ashamed of their parents and of their own situation.
Who are ashamed of the hometown they were born in, ashamed of the school they graduated from,
who resent the chronic environment around them and the senior who oppresses them.

When they step out into society, they resent how unfair society is,
and they start cursing the work and the workplace that squeezes their daily life.
They complain about the workload, complain about colleagues above and below them, and in the end the boss's mindset becomes the talk of the town.

While that's happening, they gradually start resenting their past too.
After marriage, they resent their wife or husband's support,
and once they have a child, they start resenting the cost of raising kids, school grades, and the children's attitudes.









Before criticizing or being dissatisfied with something,
how much have you tried to communicate with them,  
and how much have you tried yourself, from where you stand right now, to change the unfair or unsatisfying environment,
and was it really your best,
"Is this your best?"

I ask myself again and again.






That's why I'm starting a small project.
It's now May since I started, so we're closing in on four months..
Daily Project : UX design of MA WorkPlace
http://normalstory.tistory.com/category/AIT%20project%202011
 
Honestly, like always..
the start of change isn't persuasion or rational explanation - it begins with changing yourself. 
The reason a satisfying change isn't yet visible in front of me

is because I'm not yet mature, and because each one of my actions still lacks persuasive power.
That's the reason I have to keep tirelessly living today, and it's also the engine that keeps me alive today..