Communication: decide in advance and then announce.
In the morning, the news.
Books: color psychology, space psychology.
Analyze other documents and follow their approach.
What position am I in?
When someone disagrees, the attitude of first understanding why.
Wanting to rest, vague fear, anxious feelings, hopes about opportunity, the disappointment that hope amounts to little,
Thinking is immature.
Can't hold a steady stance.
Just feeling bad about someone else's anger.
As a human being, I don't know, but in work terms, the accused.
Self-gratification
Letting myself go
Self-love
Fear of others' gaze and evaluation
The burden of having to make up for mistakes
Would rather just reset
Run away
Clumsy skills for my age
Dying while only growing ambition
English, a temple, rest
Grad school
Cognitive psychology
Communication process, decision-making authority
Belonging
Cliques
Exclusion
Not a leader but a boss
Coercion, drinking, verbal abuse, oppression, stress
A service that isn't mine
Rather than four, five, six lukewarm months — reset quickly.
The recruiter who asked, Funny, the manager
Grad school
The manager at Mediawill
The director whose attitude changed
Salary cut
The CEO's shifted attitude
My skills as I learned where I actually stand
This place where I can learn more
Uncertain job search
Uncertain learning
Salary
Job search
Study
Sense of responsibility
Sense of exclusion
The possibility of being able to learn more.
The anxiety that if not now, I might miss the time to say it.
Anxiety
Anxiety about losing freedom
Anxiety about losing possibility
Anxiety about others' perception
Anxiety about the people left behind
In the end, anxiety about others' perception
The stress of when I held it in
Stress about the repetition of that stress
Anxiety about improving my skills
The view that skills can be different at different organizations.
Organizational culture.
Agile culture.
A culture of speaking openly.
The comment that there will be no one here I could call a senior.
Career and skills below the level for my age.
A mistake similar to the one at Incross?
At Incross they had trusted me, though...
The expectation that these are people I can learn from.
The anxiety — can I get to another place as good as this?
