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[for attitude] Is Who I Am Now Really What I Wanted? (Reading pxd Blog)

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A. Rather than maintaining an ambiguous status quo and managing my career... I'd rather build substance so that when I meet good companies, situations, and people, I won't be embarrassed and can fully demonstrate my capabilities.

PXD → We tend to think that goals/dreams/visions are specific destinations. My dreams have always been ever-changing. Whether in life or projects, the core of goal-setting is this flexibility.

Goals aren't fixed points — they're directions. The person you become while pursuing a goal matters more than reaching the goal itself.

Reading pxd's blog forced me to confront uncomfortable questions: Am I building real skills or just collecting experiences? Am I growing toward something or just drifting?

The answer, I think, lies not in having the perfect plan but in maintaining enough self-awareness to course-correct. The worst outcome isn't failing to reach a goal — it's reaching one and realizing it was never what you actually wanted.

So the question "Is who I am now really what I wanted?" isn't about regret. It's about recalibration. And recalibration requires honesty that most of us find deeply uncomfortable.

This English version was translated by Claude.

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Pleasant Charles — UI/UX researcher at AIT. Keeping notes on design, planning, and slow days here since 2010.

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